Hope & Me

Me : I'm going to lost my mind
Hope : Yeah I know 
Me : What should i do ?
Hope : Keep on working and keep on trying
Me : I'am so fucked up and so tired at the same time
Hope : I know that either, i'am living inside you. I know how what you feel i know what you think
Me : Yeah ! How silly i'am. 
Hope : You can do this, you will graduate this year
Me : Really ?? Do you think i'am ??
Hope : Of course, you've tried your best 
Me : I want fuck this fucking shit 
Hope : Me too, but if we fuck this fucking exam you will never fucking graduate
Me : You right, maybe we will never leave this fucking college if we shit on this fucking final exam
Hope :Yeah ! LOL its funny
Me : Yeah ! Its pretty funny. Damn you ! I cant stop laughing
Hope : Me too, imagine we stuck in this place just because we shit the exam
Me : Fuck it ! LOL I never want that
Hope : Me neither
Me : Okay, stop laughing. What should we do now ??
Hope : Let's finish this fucking final exam
Me : OKAY ! LETS FUCKING DO IT ! Thanks for being here Hope
Hope : Yeah, thats my job. I'll make sure that you never do something stupid
Me : Thanks for make the desperate feeling go fucking away from me
Hope : I will make sure that desperate never touching you even somotime you let it in
Me : Sorry hope, i make your job harder
Hope : Thats all right even when your closest people gone, i'm still here with you

Its why i always like to talk with my self, cause it make me never depend my life in anyone else

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